The rules

The rules were around so as to help our relationship become better.

1. I will be accountable and answerable for my actions
2. I assure you I will never do anything on purpose to hurt you
3. I promise to study and work hard with you for the success of this semester
4. And even if I am stubborn and I don't care; when I am dealing with my boar, I will care
5. I will communicate properly.

Yet within these 2 weeks, you have flouted some of them. You are returning to your old ways and I am very upset by it.

1. You knew you would hurt me and you still do it
2. You have intention to hide things
3. You have no intention to maximise or spend time with me- even got upset by it or purposely reduced potential time spent
4. Not coming to hall is worth it even if it cost you the chance to see me.
5. I have to beg you to tell me stuff that were overdue. Yet sometimes you don't even say after begging- How amazing that you want to keep your boyfriend out of the loop but yet you continue to emo
6. Even as I try to help you and plan for your studies, I have to beg you. It doesn't struck you to first I have to plan my stuff around helping you and second sometimes I wonder, who is helping who

I am tired. Perhaps I am just not good enough. perhaps......

Happy Final Monthly.

If you ever leave me boar boar,
Leave alcohol at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of dedication
To realize how we used to chill,
We don’t have it anymore.

No amount of mugging could ever save me
No matter how high my books stacked from the floor
So keep in mind all the beautiful stuff I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you reading on this song.

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no char siew
If I lose you, boar boar
There’ll be no good news
If I lose you, boar boar
Just like the long kang
My eyes will do the same, if you roll away
Everyday it will drain, drain, drain...

I’ll always be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy never wanna say goodbye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I won’t be the happiest thing
Sayin there goes my precious foot
Smelling like some other guys foot

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand

Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up your broken grades ’til I’m mugging
If that’ll make you mine

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

[Bridge]
Don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up your broken grades ’til I’m mugging
If that’ll make it right

It will rain

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand

Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

[Bridge]
Don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwr1hm_oBxE

I Hold

.Boar.meets.Ball.

Dear Boar,

A couple of actions you have made,

have gone round and round within my head.

I reckon they disappear with weeks;

yet till now in my thoughts they creep.

As perplex as it may sound,

a hypothesis I create that’s profound.

Possibly a unique destiny we share,

challenging status quo I thus dare.

If you have ever felt likewise;

even an inherent thought will suffice.

Then join me at _______________,

exhilarating moments logic defy.

I’ve never sought the most gorgeous date,

but only the most pretty innate.

A bashful statement I must profess,

the fine qualities you possess.

I really look forward to you reply,

or let this final invitation kiss goodbye.

ball

ps. Resignation is a matter of perspective if only you are willing to look at it differently. I want to resign from our friendship and invite you to join me on a journey I feel we truly belong.

For some reasons I cannot fathom, I sincerely just want to make you happy. 大好き.

If you do look forward to 'boar meets ball' as much as I do, then make this poem complete with your finishing touch of finesse and sms that stanza to me. The magic of this invitation will cease to exist by midnight tonight.