The rules were around so as to help our relationship become better.
- I will be accountable and answerable for my actions
- I assure you I will never do anything on purpose to hurt you
- I promise to study and work hard with you for the success of this semester
- And even if I am stubborn and I don't care; when I am dealing with my boar, I will care
- I will communicate properly.
Yet within these 2 weeks, you have flouted some of them. You are returning to your old ways and I am very upset by it.
- You knew you would hurt me and you still do it
- You have intention to hide things
- You have no intention to maximise or spend time with me- even got upset by it or purposely reduced potential time spent
- Not coming to hall is worth it even if it cost you the chance to see me.
- I have to beg you to tell me stuff that were overdue. Yet sometimes you don't even say after begging- How amazing that you want to keep your boyfriend out of the loop but yet you continue to emo
- Even as I try to help you and plan for your studies, I have to beg you. It doesn't struck you to first I have to plan my stuff around helping you and second sometimes I wonder, who is helping who
I am tired. Perhaps I am just not good enough. perhaps......